Monday, May 28, 2012


It's really hard to know you have lost something you have been trying for months to get.

It's funny everyone that had babies said, you will just know when you are pregnant you will just feel it. I understand that now, I felt it my bra, and in my tummy.

Then to wake up to an alarming amount of blood and cramps and to know..just know in your heart and tummy...I was probably 4 weeks in... So I wasn't positive yet but I still knew...I was so hopeful we've been trying so hard.

It's over now after two days of the worst cramps in my life (being as I rarely get cramps at all), and I'll wait for that feeling again... I feel different to...empty, at least I don't have to buy new bras.

It hurts, I think some hormones are left over it's real easy to make me cry...

 God has his plans for me, plans to prosper me and not to harm me plans to give me hope and a future. ~Jer 29:11~

"I am the Father, who comforts you in all your troubles" ~2 Cor 3:4~